Psalms 139:13-18 [translation by
Dr. Leslie Allen]
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13.
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Indeed you yourself
created my kidneys; you wove me together in my mother’s womb.
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14.
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I give you thanks
because you are awesomely wonderful, so wonderful is what you have made.
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15.
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You have known my
being through and through; my bone structure was not concealed from you when
I was being made in secret, worked in motley fashion deep down in the earth.
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16.
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Your eyes saw my
embryo, and in your book are all written down days that were planned when
none of them had yet occurred.
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17.
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How incomprehensible
I find your thoughts of me, God! How vast they are in their totality!
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18.
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If I tried to count
them, they would be more than the grains of sand. If I came to the end, I
would not have finished with you.
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1. Your body IS spiritual – right down to your
kidneys.
If God made our bodies then our bodies are part of
our spirituality – our life with God.
It means that what we eat, how we dress, even how we suffer, are to be in
cooperation with God. Now, this point isn’t meant as some backwards way to make
you an ascetic, to tell you that you must feel bad about your body if you are a
Christian – that’s the biggest heresy that the Church has ever faced called Gnosticism.
Not surprisingly, the early Christians who fought this heresy of body-less-ness
saw the issue directly related to the importance of the Old Testament to the
Christianity community. The Spirit perspective of Gnosticism threatened the
Bible, salvation, communion – everything.
By choosing the metaphor of the body - "the body of Christ" - to describe
themselves, early Christians acknowledged that it is through our bodies that we
love and serve God and one another. Although early Christians sometimes seemed
to mistrust the body by opposing body to the spirit, they never called themselves
the spirit of Christ.
Both Jews and Christians affirm, in Genesis that God
judged creation good, and so everything God created, including bodies of all
sorts, is good. The body, in other
words, reflects God’s own goodness. The body is more than an element of
creation, however, but holds central stage for the whole of the Biblical story.
We simply cannot tell the story of our salvation without talking about the
physical body any more than you can play a game of baseball without a ball (the
game is much more than the ball but the ball remains indispensable). From its
beginning in Genesis, through the incarnation and culminating in the
resurrection of Jesus and finally all the saints, bodies occupy the centerpiece
of redemptive history.
So, if your
body is spiritual then you are in some way your body. In the Old Testament,
the human person is never described as being made up of separable parts like “body”
and “soul.” Rather, the whole human person is both soul and body. We are our
bodies, just as we are our souls. In Genesis, the second creation account, the ‘adam'
character is formed from the dust of the ground. In 2:7, God breathed into
Adam’s nostrils the breath of life, so that he became “a living soul” (nephesh). The life-giving action of the
Creator constituted the one physical reality – the first human creature – dust
animated by spirit.
Throughout the Psalms – bodies are proclaimed as
spiritual vehicles made for relationship with God: flesh longs for God (Ps.
63:1), can come to God (65:2), cry out for God (Ps. 84:2), and bless his holy
name (Ps. 145:21).
To understand the body as spiritual means that it
both longs for redemption and will be redeemed. It is to enter into a battle
characterized by the poet Jane Kenyon “the long struggle to be at home in the
body, this difficult friendship.” This rocky relationship we have with our
bodies is a sure indication that they do not now exists in their true element.
But, the salvation that the Psalmists hearkens to and that Christianity proclaims is precisely
that new reality where we are made right – not into angels, or disembodied spirits,
but the resurrected life as displayed by Jesus Christ.
This is our task: to learn to see our bodies and the
bodies of others through the eyes of God. To learn to see the body as both
fragile and deeply blessed. To remember the body’s vulnerability and rejoice in
the body as a sign of God’s gracious bounty that he created and will redeem,
restore, renew.
This
is why in one of his most challenging teachings is when Jesus claimed that when we
honor the bodies of others, we honor him (Matt 25:31-46). And when we
dishonor the bodies of others, it is him we wound. It is the conviction that
every body is worthy of blessing and care and that through the needs of the
body, we are invited into relationship with God.
2. Your
body is praiseworthy.
Why
is it we have no problem gasping at a sunset, standing silent, awestruck at a
cascade of mountains, or the infinite stretch of the ocean and yet feel
awkward, embarrassed, maybe even disgusted, when we consider ourselves as God’s
beautiful creation? Think about the thousands of tasks your
body is doing right now without your conscious knowledge: hair and fingernails
growing, eyes adjusting to light and distance, etc. But the Psalmist’s point is
not simply that our intricacies make us praiseworthy but the stronger point
that – if God makes you – then you are wonderful. The wording, particularly
Leslie Allen’s translation is especially revealing. The Hebrew text does not say that God is
wonderful BECAUSE you are wonderful. It says that you are wonderful BECAUSE God
is – “you are awesomely
wonderful, so wonderful is what you have made.” God is the
One who is the source of your life. So our bodies aren’t simply praiseworthy,
though they are magnificent creations, but the Psalmist is declaring that
praising God reorients our perspective toward our bodies.
Stoll
illustration (see image above) – My mother and grandmother hand-sewed
this stoll for me. It is my most prized possession. It’s not entirely even,
doesn’t always sit just right on my shoulders, but I love it. No amount of money could ever be
offered for me to sell it. Now, it’s beautiful but its beauty is not simply
self-contained but connects with a relationship, to those who it reminds me of,
the ones who made it, who are its source. Its preciousness comes first and foremost from them not
itself. This is what I believe the text is saying about your
body as a source of praise.
Why does such a distinction matter? It matters because this psalm isn’t some psychological pick me up aimed
at bolstering your self esteem which can spiral into a sort of an obsessive
desire to be perfect or to believe that our body is simply at our own whim or merely
for our own self-satisfaction – the body becomes a task rather than a gift and
becomes alienated from its purpose. No, this is not saying that a body should
be praised because of how it looks or what it can do. Our bodies are not praiseworthy because they are cute or useful. If
that were true then this text would be about babies and most Hollywood actors
thereby relegating broken bodies, older bodies, distorted bodies, or even
normal bodies to the margins of society. When the body is all about us – we have lost
our center. Your body is precious not because you are beautiful or thin,
well-groomed with straight teeth, muscular, controlled, or sleek. Your body is
precious because it is the Lord’s. This shouldn’t detract from your sense of
wonder about yourself – you are wonderfully made – but vs. 14 says that the
wonderfulness of your body comes from the Lord. This means that there is no
such thing as any one body being more wonderful than any other for there is
only One Lord who created all bodies.
Your body is wonderful and praiseworthy, make no
mistake. It is complex, intricate, precise, amazing. And if your body doesn’t
necessarily look just right, doesn’t actually feel alright, doesn’t possibly
move as it should – good news. It’s still wonderful, still praiseworthy, it’s
still God’s. I love the the t.v. show Pawn Stars –
where something that’s seemingly worthless becomes a treasure because of whose it
was. It has to be authenticated, then there is the moment of tension and the
expert renders his verdict – authentic or cheap knock off. You are not a cheap
knock-off, you, my friend belong to God, you are authentically His. That’s
why your body isn’t just about you. In vss. 13-15 – the
“you” that’s spoken of that creates, weaves, is thanked, is wonderful, makes,
and knows is not you but God – 7 x’s the “you” in our verses for today is God.
But the Psalmist goes much further than to say that
God made you. He tells us that God thinks about us actively. I was intrigued by
the claim in vs. 18 that God’s thoughts for each one of us are more numerous
than the “grains of sand” – Okay, time for a what I like to call a "google moment" – I discovered
that the University of Hawaii took 1,000 hours to count over 1,000,000 grains
of sand inside a bowl, then from that they estimated that there are 700,500,000,000,000,000,000 grains of sand on the earth (or
seven quintillion five quadrillion grains of sand)
What fascinates me though is that there are
more atoms than this in your body, an estimated
7,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 (or seven octillion – that’s a 7 with 27 zeros)
7,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 (or seven octillion – that’s a 7 with 27 zeros)
Now, if every grain of sand was a second
that God thought about you that would mean that God would be thinking about each of you,
your neighbor, your enemy, your child, for 22 trillion years (22,197,961,324,021.41
years to be exact). That is simply, well, wonderful.
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